Protecting your inner self

As I have grown up and faced some heartache and seen people suffer, I cant stop to think of what God must feel to see His creation( US) bruised and broken and just surviving... When He gave His life so we could live abundantly .... HIS heart is so broken for YOU and the dreams that have been crushed! Sometimes I feel as if everything we do in life is just a moment that is in time where we just go about doing and not seeing what He See's... I have learned to know that we can exhale and believe for good things... So many times we are going through life holding are breath and waiting for the next disappointment... Not enjoying our life to the fullest and taking in HIS love for us and others... Its as if our heart has a gaping hole in it and only hurt and pain can abide there... Take a moment and breath in HIS goodness... Just be silent in HIS presence and hear that still small voice..... Let His heart strengthen yours... And guard your heart relentlessly  from all the things that war against your soul!!! The negative words that have followed you your whole life... the feeling of not measuring up to what people think you should be... The disappointments of yesterday .... The words of loved ones who have walked away... HIS love is real and true and only wants the best for you... Somewhere deep down you have to trust in HIS heart for you and see yourself through HIS eyes... He created you for a divine beautiful purpose and wants you to be intimate with HIM and build a relationship with HIM... He know your hurts,pain,frustration,etc.... He is longing to spend time with you... Yeah YOU... The creator of everything longs for your company!! Dont doubt it for a minute... YOU ARE SPECIAL ... You were fearfully and wonderfully made!!!